my big mouth

So days go by and weeks go buy and i try to eat good. I mean how many times can i start again. I guess as long as i keep trying i am not failing. I saw a couple of my cousins the other day and they look so good. How inspiring! Keep up the good work girls. ME??? Its so easy to eat bad. I mean my life is so super busy and eating out is easy not only that but my lovely husband has zero input on the food we eat. The only thing i get after ordering pizza,wings or any other fried disgusting food is ..." i guess we will do better tomorrow" not that i blame him. I cant blame someone else for what I put in MY mouth. This really is about me. I can do good most days but then something happens i get really sad or mad and thats it i am shoveling food into my mouth. Then since i ate bad i will continue for the day then the weekend before i know it its been 2 weeks and i have eaten too many calories to even think of. So here we go again. I will NOT stop trying even if i stay the same weight for the next 6 months i am going to try to be conscious of everything that enters my body. Each time i pick up the fork i will ask is this good for my body? Am i loving myself ? I can love myself with a salad just as much as a burger. Giving my body good fuel is what i need and want. I vow to bring my lunch to work not order out. One day at a time right? ok lets do it